suwii.

Conformed

2010-11-11T12:01:00.001+11:00

I am such a conformist =/ Goodbye Blogger...
http://suwii.tumblr.com

**But now I can have 'suwii' without three i's!!

The Last Exam

2010-11-08T18:02:00.000+11:00

I can't imagine how I'll be feeling this time tomorrow. Will it be anti-climatic like previously, sadness 'cos there's not much hope I did well or pure joy and relief for finishing? I'm trying to avoid the fact that tomorrow's 40-min patient contact is a culmination of four years of hard work. I'm not worried about the two examiners (internal & external)...I'm going to have only one concern and that is the patient's health. And I'm going to help them. Keeping it simple. Having said that, part of me wants to DO THIS and prove it to everyone...I want to leave Austin on a good note and be proud of what I've achieved - there've been some pretty bad memories within those walls, but that counts for nothing tomorrow. Fingers crossed.

Four memories

2010-11-05T20:58:00.000+11:00

4 MEMORIES YOU WON'T FORGET

i. Snorkelling in the South Pacific ocean, seeing the coral, Nemos - then that amazing drop-off to dark blue abyss

ii. When our house was burgled

iii. The disappointment at coming second in state for T-ball - yeah. Utter devastation

iv. The first patient.

Day Six

2010-11-03T14:41:00.005+11:00

5 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT

1) Sandyrad + Parents
2) Internet & iSUS
3) H20
4) Foods
5) Warmth

So went in to IELTS this morning and halarioussssss middle-aged women trying to set me up with the other young clerical marker! The two of them left me in the room for a 'comfort break' so that I was in the room together with him and raised eyebrows. Plus before he came they said they would attend the wedding, but then Jodie said she is setting me up with her nephew who is also doing physio. Then she said my name would be Su Wen Sargeant. Then I said how about Sgt Su Wen? Lollerskates. Good times.

Six songs

2010-11-01T21:16:00.000+11:00

6 SONGS THAT YOU'RE ADDICTED TO

a. The Temper Trap - Love Lost
b. Little Red - Rock It
c. 30 Seconds to Mars - Closer To The Edge
d. Evermore - Light Surrounding You
e. Enrique Iglesias feat. Nicole Scherzinger - Heartbeat
f. Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

Times are a'changin

2010-10-31T18:47:00.003+11:00

It's October 31st. Nearly November. Nearly the end of 2010! By the end of the year there are some important people leaving - they have all added something special to my life and I will be sad to see them go. In no particular order...

Hebin

I never really got to know you until about second year - my first impression was "that smart guy" haha but so true 'cos on scholarship and already has job set up! You are always there for a chat and I feel like I can talk to you about just about anything. I will miss the SAIGON times and the times I have to dodge around your head to see the lecturer. Plus frustrating times when we couldn't get the boat rowing! Have fun in Singapore and I will see you soon :)

Tara

Tara - we've shared some pretty awesome times, of course, Vanuatu is something I will never forget and thanks you came along! You're always there if we need to talk and laugh at my lame jokes! Thank you for teaching me snorkelling - it was so awesome finding Nemo! I think you are an amazingly strong person as well going through the tough times you have in recent years, and I definitely can learn from you! Not fair you'll be in Queensland!

Osler

To the Indonesian: you are a little, great buddy to have! In fact, you are one of the nicest guys I have ever met and are always there if need to talk about anything! You are also one cheeky bugger :P Ahem. What I will really miss (if you don't get your stupid green card extended) are those 903 times we had last year - those somewhat deep talks about life and stuff. I'll miss your jokes, laughter and IMMATURE pokes haha! And please don't get an American accent...

Li-Yen

Toronto-bound with a one-way ticket. Yen I'm going to miss you HEAPS! But I know that you have waited for this for an eternity so I am SO glad you have this opportunity finally to be reunited. Make the most of your time there and make whatever commitment you have to that you feel is right for yourself :) Will be waiting for the day you get back here

Jodie

There is no photo of us but I will make an effort to somehow get one with you by year's end! You have made clerical marking all that more exciting and half the reason why I turn up to work on Saturdays! I enjoy the times I can talk about physiotherapy because you are also a fellow allied health worker - OT FTW! I'm sure you will have a fun time in Queensland and I hope we can bump into each other someday...thanks for being a funny one the last year or so!

"It's gonna be tough to say goodbye, it always is, nobody loves change, but part of life is learning to let things go"

7 FEARS/PHOBIAS

i) Losing the people closest to me
ii) Being struck by lightning
iii) Suffering any kind of psychological disorder when older
iv) Walking down Hosken St at night!
v) Suffering a SCI and not being able to walk again
vi) Fear of anacondas
vii) Going skydiving and the parachute doesn't open...

Day Three

2010-10-30T18:24:00.000+11:00

8 THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU

1. People who treat me like FOB. End of story.
2. People who don't practise what they preach. Yeah.
3. Random telemarketing people calling from overseas grrr
4. When Miffy growls and doesn't want me to pat her :(
5. When people call me Su = worst <___<
6. When it's 10 mins before an exam and everyone's studying and keeps talking about stuff
7. Getting mouth ulcers
8. Water bottle runs out of water and can't immediately top-up

Day Two

2010-10-29T16:14:00.000+11:00

9 THINGS YOU DO EVERYDAY

1. Wake up in the morning (feeling like P. Diddy)

2. FACEBOOK

3. Eat

4. Shower (though actually missed y'day = dirtyyy & smellyy)

5. Toiletting

6. Look at my Europe itinerary sitting on the desk

7. Google

8. Check hotmail

9. Sleep :D

Theory done!

2010-10-29T10:31:00.004+11:00

So here is the run-down from yesterday's epicness and DRAMA-rama. In morning, before last theory exam, home phone rang and it was my dad - apparently he had been in a car accident, but he was OK just that he wanted to know how to take photos on his phone...he was on High St which meant my mum & I were also heading down that path. We got there and saw him then my mum tried to turn in when she wasn't even in the left lane and nearly knocked down a cyclist - ARGHHH. Worst. So much abuse! Saw the car and looked fairly dented (and now it's off for repair & we get a dodge one lended off)!

Then arrived at Bouverie St and walked down for the last theory exam! Went to toilet then WHAT THERE'S MAN IN THE TOILET - did the whole double-take, but another physio girl came out of the toilet, so it was like HUH? Gave each other looks and lol'ed after! Relief didn't come straightaway after Paeds exam...bit anticlimatic hmm but it was still satisfying! Had lunch at Grill'd, mingled and got some Vitamin D! Then we wanted to karaoke but not opened yet, so went bowling instead for the first time in AGES! Fun fun & even had a cider :P Then three of them went gaming so I tagged along to watch then PHONE D-I-E-D = worst! Then met up with the Sarah Wong for continuation of epicness. Had C-O-O-K-I-E-S where Tempty was declared not gay. Lied down on Astro turf in nice weather. Big W shopping. EMPORIUM with the Li Chen, Passionflower, Sitting outside State Library in darkness, cyclist, impromptu strip show, XLB + ILTx3, riding the DART, SanFran peanut brittle and D&M in the RSL :) Loves.

Day One

2010-10-29T09:36:00.000+11:00

10 RANDOM FACTS

i) When it's cold, I sleep with my dressing gown on

ii) I am an administrator for an AS forum

iii) I don't heal very well - I get keloids instead

iv) I used to nose bleed for hours at night/early morning when I was younger - that is why my room is closest to my parents because it was based upon the decision that if I had to wake up in the middle of the night when bleeding, I could then go quickly to my mum and get my nose pinched

v) I strongly believe the horizontal lines across my back are because my brother scratched me when I was younger and I am scarred. For life. Though he denies it and so do my parents.

vi) One car accident a few years back involved my dad forgetting to put the handbrake on whilst parking in someone's driveway. Everyone got out of the car except me then I realised the trees were moving (car was actually moving backwards). I decided to open the passenger door and do a Jackie Chan-style roll out of the moving car before it hit into the house opposite the road!

vii) I actually used to kick footy with my dad and pretend to play cricket in the backyard back in the day...

viii) In '06 when the Boxing Day tsunami hit, I was at the front of a little boat posing in front of the Merlion in Singapore then all of a sudden the boat rocked violently and was so close to capsizing!

ix) I think my hearing is NQR - had to do a hearing test when I was younger *clap when you hear a beep*

x) I HAVE BEEN HIT ON BY A GIRL. BLASPHEMY!

Cat's challenging me

2010-10-26T18:18:00.002+11:00

Day One: Ten random facts about yourself
Day Two: Nine things you do everyday.
Day Three: Eight things that annoy you.
Day Four: Seven fears/phobias.
Day Five: Six songs that you’re addicted to.
Day Six: Five things you can’t live without.
Day Seven: Four memories you won’t forget.
Day Eight: Three words you can’t go a day without using.
Day Nine: Two things you wish you could do.
Day Ten: One person you can trust.

But only starts on Thursday as my reward for finishing ALL physiotherapy theory exams!! :D First two were a'ight! Brucey pen gets me through it (y)

Where the hell is Matt?

2010-10-24T21:00:00.001+11:00

So cool. I want to do a jig like Matt.

ASF

2010-10-23T14:33:00.002+11:00

Yah Kuala Lumpur next week then Singapore after! So Asian. (Stupid reporter who ask silly question about personal life =.= )

Avast

2010-10-20T18:30:00.003+11:00

I'm trying Avast free anti-virus 'cos AVG was SO SLOW! So far so good - creepy woman voiceover though! And so pretty graphics :D

Clinical Exam

2010-10-19T15:20:00.003+11:00

My study was rudely interrupted:

AUSTIN CLINICAL SCHOOL
Tuesday 9th November
Time: 0940hrs
Surname: Ng
Give Name: Su Wen
Clinical Exam Location: Austin

Changed!

2010-10-18T19:42:00.002+11:00

New layout! I had real trouble finding a blogprofpic4, but in the end settled with me pouty face with AIS MILO and curry laksa. :D

Last days.

2010-10-16T19:27:00.003+11:00

Yesterday arrived 15 min late at uni after bus 201 totes didn't come so caught 302 then got off at Johnson St but of course, no bus either .________. Finally got one and when dropped off bus, was pelting with rain and windy and so drenched :P Final day of uni was kinda anti-climatic - I was expecting food and there was none :( Plus barely took any photos 'cos no one else was! I think part of the anti-climaticness was the fact that we barely spent any time in our building! First year was mostly in the Comm/Med buildings in the big lecture theatres, second year was half and half then last 2 years have been in hospitals! Having said that, I WILL miss our dodgey lecture theare, our receptionist lady who I give my wallet too 'cos can never get student card out in time, naked prac rooms, clean toilets, climbing four flights of stairs 'cos elevator so slow, our small comp lab and the little chutes we put our assignments through!

Then this morning drove to Kew for final 7am shift at MD Health. Was so over it already. Was surprised to see a certain mouse also working there :P Ok so I feel relieved placements are all over and that so just need to get over the next 2/3 wks!! Excited and paranoid at the same time - especially 60% clinical exam =/

P.S. APA Job Show took 2hrs to get to and I spent more time commuting than being there - ugh! Love freebies - TAPE & FISIOCREAM WIN! :) And Eastern Health.

Chi Chi Chi

2010-10-13T22:24:00.001+11:00

There's not enough good news these days, so to have news of successfully getting these 33 miners from 600+ m underground after 69 days is amazing! I love how they all have different profiles from a 19 yr old who had started not long ago to the 63 yr old man who has worked in mines since 12, plus the dude who has a mistress and another whose wife & mother are arguing about the $$$! Such emotional reunions!

My dad and I were discussing the benefits of the ordering - we'd rather be first or last because obviously being out first, you get a hug from the President and attention ++. Last person would get a huge cheer too lol but people in between might not get much love :(

Anyway, ONE MORE DAY of placement (on Sat 7-2)! APA Job Show tomorrow 5-7, last day of uni Fri 9-12 then swotvac next week. Gotta get studying!!

Europe is booked!

2010-10-10T19:03:00.002+11:00

So pumped for March/April 2011!

MEL --> SIN SQ238 A380-800 24th Feb 11.10am
SIN --> LON SQ322 A380-800 9th Mar 11.45pm

MUN --> SIN SQ327 B777-300ER 11th Apr 1.35pm
SIN --> MEL SQ227 A380-800 12th Apr 9.00pm

Ya totes spend one day in SG equals 3x AIS MILO, nasi lemak, curry laksa, roti. WIN.

Skippy!

2010-10-08T22:46:00.001+11:00

Congrats SKIPPY! I'm so pumped! :D Always been a fave of mine (Y)

Reflection

2010-09-30T18:02:00.002+10:00

There's a yearbook being organised for our year level and we all have to answer these questions and attach a profile pic :p Here are my responses (had to be 15 WORDS max - but I digressed here..)

1. A lasting message you want to leave the year level (quote, message,
send-off, etc...)
- We are an awesome lot of physios - best of luck to everyone in the future! We've had a great ride the last four years - will miss the times!

2. What is your best physio memory?
- Just sitting in our modern lecture theatre listening to Jenny Hayes speak about migration of the testes, then someone's writing platform thing swings off, makes a loud sound and paper is everywhere...

3. Favourite PBL/prac moment?
- First prac ever (after the communication ones!) - gait analysis. Still remember everyone stripping nervously and then strutting professionally!

4. Favourite staff member/lecturer
- Jenny Hayes in 1st/2nd year. Amazing!

5. Ideal future job title
- Senior Physiotherapist...

LOL at question 5. I didn't quite know what to write there...
So this morning, there were two La Trobe 1st year Physio students and it was funny 'cos I had this flashback and I still vividly remember being in that position...what? 3 years ago? They were just kinda standing there awkwardly not exactly sure what they were meant to do (whilst I just got on with it and instructed pilates to a client). Over lunch, managed to chat to them and they of course, had a few questions to ask me. I told them about placements, about what to expect, how daunting it is, how good it is. It was cool 'cos I felt like I could lend my experience and stories to them...I felt...old (even though one of them had just finished a Science degree) and felt like I was mentoring them :) I didn't quite manage to tell them, 'cos I'd probably scare them, but if I was to give advice to anyone just starting physio I'd say this: Don't expect it to be easy - physio has this false stereotype that we are the weakest health science or easy to get into and easy work...but not being biased or anything, it is HARD as and the four years is a tough slog. I don't think we get enough credit or respect for it. Having said that, there is so much personal and professional growth and the outcome results in one of the most rewarding jobs you could have and that is what makes it worthwhile. When people ask me why I chose physio (like during an interview with Jamie at MD Health on Wed to help with personal development of staff etc.) I always just say some lame-ass thing that I liked sport, health science stuff but didn't want Med, so chose physio. Then Jamie asked me if I had any success stories, so again I told of my first patient who had a SC tumour removed and was at RoyTal, and I got her back to walking. And when I was talking to her about it, it just felt so good and I felt proud and just happy, if that makes sense. I still remember her name...and the clothes she wore...bit freaky I know :P So yeah, it just kinda clicked as to why I'm in this position and why I chose this career path - didn't quite think like that three years ago! It's been an amazing ride. 64 days till graduation.

So...

2010-09-28T21:52:00.002+10:00

...what do you say to a client who is doing pilates when you then realise her pants are torn at the back in the crotch part such that skin is now showing?

I can't stop eating...

2010-09-27T22:12:00.001+10:00

SOYA CRISPS!

They are so amazing I can't get my hand out of the box...

A weekend gone by

2010-09-26T21:46:00.000+10:00

Why do weekends go by so quickly? Even with a Friday off? Hmmm..Friday night celebrated my aunty's 50th at Kunyit! Awesome food and so-satisfying KEK. Saturday put the alarm early, but body just kept sleeping - eventually woke up at about 1045, watched AFL Game Day, did some study then off to IELTS at 1. Was one of the few shifts actually finished late-ish and thought I'd miss the GF - drove speedily home with 774 ABC on radio and realised I could still make last half of the 4th quarter! Woot! Then what? Draw?. Funny. Was bored at night so watched 'The Proposal' on lappy. Today, more study, 35 mins of cycling, watched Miffy sleep, lick paws and eat, more studying, FB, eating, Jnr Masterchef and Modern Family. Yeah, exciting stuff. Tomorrow, another week begins. Just feels like life can be an absolute bore when you're bogged down and there's nothing to look forward to. Hmmm?

Street View

2010-09-23T22:15:00.000+10:00

Heeheee I umm saw this on morning news :P Funny as!

And check out Google Street View

In real life news, one week DONE of MD Health. (Y) Think Imma gonna be pilates freak by end of another 3 weeks. In some ways feels like I've been there for ages! Have 2-9 on Mon and Tues then 7-2/3 on Wed & Thurs...still trying to figure out how to study around those hours =S Plus IELTS this Sat = yay :)

30 Seconds

2010-09-19T22:31:00.001+10:00

Kind of like this.

The end is near

2010-09-18T18:14:00.003+10:00

Today, felt like everything hit me. Meeting up with Adriane at MD Health was fine - she was lovely and seemed particularly young. Gave me a stack of stuff to look at on my USB before telling me "shifts" were either 7-2 or 2-9pm and mostly at Templestowe clinic. Caught tram back after a 10min wait or so. Got home and then when mum came back and asked I dunno...I started to tear up...think there was just this hugely overwhelming feeling that came over me. Yesterday just made it all real when there were talks about careers and jobs and salaries and superannuation and registration and professionalism and APA and public sector vs private sector and Symmetry Physiotherapy and clinical exams and theory exams and hospitals and graduation and final days and last assignment and employability and interviews and CVs. So I think it's just sinking in. I went cycling in the rain 'cos wanted to refresh my mind...I couldn't think. I went to sit outside Miffy's cage and stare at her whilst she licked her paws. And now have migrated to bedroom to surround myself in emo-studying.

DATES

September 21st - Li's 22nd birthday
September 22nd - Li's drinkies
October 15th - Official last day of uni // Connie's birthday
December 3rd 6pm - Graduation

MD Health

2010-09-16T22:11:00.000+10:00

So after not replying my email which was sent last weekend, I summed up the courage to call MD Health. Rehearsed out loud before ringing...so scary. At least this time I didn't write anything on a piece of paper and sound like a recorded message :p Got through to the receptionist lady so told her I was a PT student blah blah starting this Monday so what time do I rock up? Of course she didn't know so got my details and said would call back later. At about 3, picked up phone and did not catch what her name was, but it was a pleasant physio supervisor lady and asked me if I was free on Sat to catch up with Adriane at 1:30pm to give an intro - oh and also reminded me to bring in a USB stick, wear black socks because the floor is something-or-rather-didn't-catch-her, wear polo uniform but 'normal' clothing on Saturday.
If you're curious: Meet the Staff

Exams

2010-09-15T17:58:00.000+10:00

Nice email today. It revealed:

Mon 25th Oct - 9:15-11:30am - Neurology and Neuroscience 2 Written Exam
Tues 26th Oct - 9:15-11:30am - Musculoskeletal Clinical Science 2 Written Exam
Wed 27th Oct - 9:15-11:30am - Cardiorespiratory Pathophysiology 2 Written Exam
Thurs 28th Oct - 9:15-11:30am - Paediatrics Clinical Science Written Exam

+ Clinical Exam somewhere

Crap.

...

2010-09-13T00:02:00.002+10:00

One more week of holidays. There were six weeks but now they're basically gone. I dunno..I feel like there's been a lot on my mind these last few days/weeks..just a lot of thinking about...I don't know, things. Wouldn't say it's been a stressless break. Maybe because there's too much time to think about anything and everything. Probably because of that. Mind just wanders. I need to get busy. Get motivated. Settled.

TAR Australia Application - Part IV

2010-09-12T23:31:00.002+10:00

4) OTHER INFORMATION CONT'D
Do you have any physical or medical conditions, injuries, allergies, special needs or fears that we should know about? Physical/med conditions: Nil, Injuries: Nil, Allergies: Nil, Special Needs: I need glasses, Fears: Heights a bit
Are you currently taking any medications? No
Do you smoke? NO, Gary.
Do you drink? Yes
Do you have tattoos? No
Have you had plastic surgery? Definitely not
Have you ever been arrested? No
Is there any litigation or criminal proceeding currently pending against you? No
Have you ever been subject to any non-judicial disciplinary or administrative hearings or tribunal(s)? Yes, legal studies in Yr 11 (Y)
Have you ever hit someone in anger or self-defence? Yes, probably my bro when we were younger and fighting. Else *throw my hands up in the air*
Have you ever applied for, acted in, performed in or appeared on a television show
or a film? Monster House FTW
Has your image, in any form (eg. photo, video, sketch), ever appeared in any media (eg magazine, newspapers, web, video, film, etc.)? I don't believe so
Have you had any advertising or sponsorship affiliations in the past 12 with any company for any product or service? No
Do you have a personal website or a homepage on any social networking site such as
facebook, myspace or bebo? If yes, provide the link to the site/s: FB = yes, MySpace = No, Bebo? No. // FB.com/suwii
Do you belong to any affiliations or organisations? Australian Physiotherapy Association :p
Are you represented by a talent agent or management organisation? Have no talent, thanks
Do you know anyone involved in the production of “The Amazing Race Australia”? No
What is your primary motivation for being on “The Amazing Race Australia”? Travelling to different countries/places, the experiences
What is your secondary motivation for being on the show? $$$$

And THAT, thank goodness, is ALL.

My 100th post

2010-09-06T11:46:00.002+10:00

Europe 2011

2010-09-04T18:45:00.004+10:00

Europe revised.
Plan is to leave Melbournetown Jan 16th. Stopover in Frankfurt, Munich, Salzburg, Vienna, Budapest, Prague, Berlin with the sandyrad + jonwong + jonwongloverfriend. Then head over to London by myself for about two weeks before heading to Singapore for cousin's wedding on Feb 26th. How's it sound?

Then when I looked up on singaporeair.com the flight from London --> Singapore & Singapore --> Melbourne, and saw it was the A380-800, omg it just about SEALED it for me! WOOOTTT

Cranium

2010-08-28T11:54:00.000+10:00

Had mad funzzz yesterday night at Ben & Eunice's housewarming! I miss uni times :( Not sure why it was fun - guess it was just a cool get-together, alcohol-free with Domino's pizza and munchies munchies munchies, plus two cats running around crazyyyy D: There was Nintendo Wiiiiii then CRANIUM haha! The things you learn...like LYCANTHROPY. And humming "I'm too sexy." And people not knowing Bitter Sweet Symphony. And MODEL - *moves Sonal's hand on hips, Connie guesses straightaway* - huge LOL times and then realising we had to be quiet 'cos next-door neighbours are scary. And how-could-you-not-put-Maccas-as-a-fast-food??? Plus dog walker and hot water bottle. Also Anna Kournikova and hook, line and sinker. Then sought to learn how to play this random card game, "BANG!". Lasted 2 mins in the first game, then got ganged up and killed off by the two outlaws 'cos I was Sheriff, and realised too late I unknowingly killed my vice-Sheriff!! Hilarioussss. Topped off by driving back 2 girls and a cat having very deep and meaningfuls, telling me I'm a "serious" type and discussing the future :P Naww I love you physiosss

In other news, SARAHWONGY is back in Melbourne-town and hence, my life can RESUME AGAIN please! GOLD COAST IN 10HRS or so!

TAR Australia Application - Part III

2010-08-24T16:08:00.000+10:00

4) OTHER INFORMATION CONT'D
What was the most exciting moment of your life? Finding Nemo in Sth Pacific Ocean
What is the craziest thing that you have ever done? Not very crazy...all I can think of is climbing Harbour Bridge, singing Christmas carols in a lift, gymming at like 3am at Hilton, hooning
What’s the weirdest thing about you? I often sleep with my dressing gown. I laugh/giggle at the slightest of things.
How do you feel about your family? Are you close? Yes, I do enjoy the times we eat dinner together at the table, but there are times I wish I could just get out of the house. In some ways, wish we could even be closer.
If you could change something about yourself, what would it be? I wouldn't want to change, but if I had to choose, perhaps be a bit more confident and bold.
How do you blow off steam? Blast music. Talk to myself. Say 'hello' to Miffy
What is your favourite topic of conversation? Travelling. Boys. Patients. Randomity.
What topics are off limits? :O
How competitive are you in everyday life? Pretty competitive, especially in sports
List any sports, hobbies or special interests you are involved with. Cycling. Tennis. Badminton. Facebook. IELTS. Australian Physiotherapy Association.
If you came across an obstacle you believe is beyond your ability, what do you think you’d do? Well of course, I'd still try and give it my best shot :p Better than not having a go at all then regretting it later

Lemons

2010-08-19T23:46:00.000+10:00

Chapter 1: " Sometimes, despite your best efforts otherwise, life gives you lemons. When that happens, you've got two choices, friend. You can wear a sour face or make lemonade.."

Chapter 2: " Happiness is a state of mind and, like all things, it takes practice. Devote five minutes a day to smiling, just smiling, and after a while it'll come naturally."

Chapter 15: "During your travels, it's important to always keep one thing in mind. When one thing ends, something else begins."

Just finished watching Love Happens. Actually really liked it. And really like the quotes from it too :p I want to make lemonade :)

TAR Australia Application - Part II

2010-08-17T23:04:00.001+10:00

4) OTHER INFORMATION
What is your current occupation? 4th year physiotherapy student
In which other occupations, if any, have you been employed? Fish 'n' Chips chick, IELTS Invigilator and Clerical Marker, Random stocktake at my dad's company, tutoring :p
What is your highest level of education and what school/s did you attend? Well since haven't finished uni yet, VCE is highest level. Schools: Greythorn Primary and Balwyn High (NOT MacRob thanks)
List three adjectives that best describe you: Loyal, Smiley, Understanding
What would your friends say are your best qualities? It'd be good to ask them :P I think they think I have nice abs. And maybe they think my gesturing and broad accent is ha-larious. But really I hope they think I'm a good friend who listens to them, provides some slight humour and fun :)
What would your friends say are your worst qualities? ...I dunno meanie poos
What is the accomplishment that you are most proud of? Being in Vanuatu for one month away from parentals
Other than appearing on “The Amazing Race Australia”, what is the next big thing you want to achieve? Holiday in Europe
What is your favourite TV Show? Modern Family
What is your favourite movie? The Pursuit of Happyness, The Shawshank Redemption
What is your favourite music? U2, Coldplay, Jay Sean, Bruno Mars, The Temper Trap
Describe your perfect day: Sleep in till 12. Skip breakfast. Home-cooked Maggi/Udon noodles. Beach with SNORKELLING. Frisbee on beach. Watch sunset and eat fish & chips by beach. Gelati/Cold Rock-ice creamery after. Few hours of karaoke. Late night D&M in car. Hooning.

Haha this application is so epic :p

The Amazing Race Australia Application - Part I

2010-08-16T12:51:00.002+10:00

1) PERSONAL INFORMATION
I am an Australian citizen or have been a permanent Australian resident for at least the past two years: YES
I am available for 5 weeks between September and December 2010: NO :( BOO EXAMS
Your First Name: Su Wen
Your Last Name: Ng
Your Nickname: Suwii
City: Melbourne
State: VIC
Gender: F
Age: 21!!
DOB: 28/5/10
Relationship status: Single (with no signficant other)
Do you have any children? No
Are you licensed to drive a car? YES
Can you drive a car with: Auto transmission
How often do you drive? Weekly (2-3x/wk)

3) TRAVEL INFORMATION
Not including your current place of residence, in which other cities and/or countries have you lived and for what period of time? K.L., Malaysia - 4 yrs
What excites you most about travelling? The planes, the airports, plane food, meeting new people from entirely different cultures, sightseeing, having good, memorable times, "See you later peeps", getting brown, photos.
What scares you most about travelling? Plane crash, losing valuables
What is your opinion of foreigners? Love 'em - we should all embrace them unless they arrive on boat
Are there any locations in the world to which you absolutely will not travel? If yes, identify where and explain why. Yes - preferably not Iraq, Afghanistan, East Timor, Northern Ireland because might get killed.
Have you ever travelled outside of Australia? If yes, which countries have you traveled to? Malaysia, Singapore, Vanuatu (Only :( )
What language/s do you speak? Good, ole English
What country and place would you most like to visit and why? Would most like to visit the country, Sweden and St. Basil's Cathedral in Moscow.
What part of the world is the least interesting to you and why? The Middle East - because I feel it's mostly desert and fighting and risking people's lives, though I know there's more to it than that!
Do you get sea, air or car sick? If yes, please explain: Yes - just a little car sick if I read Melways/maps whilst car is moving

**I'll do the other parts later :D It's fun - do it!

Week One

2010-08-15T14:18:00.002+10:00

One week has flown by already - but it was a pretty awesome week :D What with Max Brenner times, Toys 'R' Us and Myer TV watching, Pendulum, OT/ML, getting my old bike out and cycling, BENDITLIKEBECKHAM revisited aka:

Look, this little pump comes free with it. Pop it in the valve, pump away, up it goes, then slip it back in there.....and boom! Cleavage! They're perfect while you're still growing 'cause they lift you right there.

Sometimes these English girls have such short hair...You just can't tell.

Jess, you're not going to tell anyone?
'Course not. It's OK, Tony. I mean, it's OK with me.

The Special Relationship in EUROP(A) oh-so-intimate touching times followed by 'Killers' and Ashton Kutcher-body, yummy Gelare 1/2 price WAFFLES, after-6pm-free-parking, Yum Cha besides two very loud men talking about VCE, ABBAWORLD incl singing with the crew, face on Waterloo album, $10 merchandise, Korean dinner, more cycling, typing Musculoskeletal Clinical Science 2 and Paediatrics Clinical Science notes, getting up at 6 and watching US PGA on the U50VG, realising it was kind of a waste of time and should have slept in, ferried Miffy outdoors, made gnocchi with the Mum, watched Rainman and good Brukner & Khan times.
So all-in-all been enjoyable (Y) Though there are times I feel dead lazy and feel like I should be on placement :p Then I think no I do want holidays :p and go on Eurotrip.com and start fantasising :P

Circles

2010-08-13T12:55:00.000+10:00

I'm bored so I'm going to type up something boring called the locus of control. I remember in Health class in year 7 or 8 or 9 we had a piece of paper and there were circles. And circles within circles. The first one was the innermost circle and we had to draw or cut & paste drawings in it. It was meant to represent the things that were held closest to us e.g. family, best friends, lovers, and the things we could control in our lives. The next circle was to include things that were still close, but not as close e.g. friends, pets? etc and things that we can't necessarily change or have any control over. This year I've tried to keep the concept in mind - why worry, stress and lose sleep over things that you don't have control over? e.g. about people's opinions of you, your abilities, how you present. It's just not worth the energy. Instead I've been trying to focus on what I CAN do and worry only about the things within my reach. It doesn't mean I'm not looking into the future or planning ahead, just that I'm probably more aware of things I should let go and not let concern me, especially when it's so ahead of time. So having a good night's sleep is a little easier knowing that tomorrow is a new day - and I'll deal with it when it comes.

Just Wright

2010-08-11T16:30:00.000+10:00

Worst movie ever LOL. So unethical!!

Holidays

2010-08-06T21:44:00.001+10:00

Can't believe it actually is over! I'm pretty stoked. Finally setting in that I have a bit of freedom and as everyone is saying, I've really gotta enjoy it while it lasts :) So after finished with Belmore, I happily walked home in drizzle - it felt like something had lifted off my shoulders. Drove into city for dinner then awesome ice skating! Was basically by myself for the 3.5 hrs or so 'cos was struggling to actually skate hahaha whilst everyone was racking up the laps around the ring! It was a good time though with good music in the background (aka sexual healing :p )

Then had epic hoon date with a certain someone. Involved private-time-apparently-rape scene, talking in car for two hours, genuine, non-Indonesian tim tams, I-AM-TOUCHING-HER-ALL-OVER, toot-tooting, Adam Lambert gayness, PUX (like PUCK you miss) and having the freeway all to ourselves :) Perfect way to start these holidays :D

The day that finally came

2010-08-04T18:44:00.000+10:00

So I'm typing this realising that tomorrow is my final day of paediatrics, perhaps forever or perhaps not. I can't believe my four weeks have gone by just like *that* - seriously! The overwhelming feeling I have now is a sense of satisfaction and pride. Just four weeks ago, I felt like I was back to square one - I felt there were unfair expectations of me and I felt lonely and socially awkward. Though I may still be socially awkward at times, I feel slightly more capable now when presented with a writhing, frothing-at-the-mouth, cerebral palsy kid. I feel a bit more assured and confident of my abilities to handle disabled children. And I appreciate just how hard it is for teachers, for parents and for therapists to look after these children. They really do deserve a pat on the back. I'm grateful that I have had this opportunity - these kids have it bad, but they're young, they're innocent and they'll try their hardest (though some are just damn lazy). So whenever YOU think you have it tough, just think again.

Happy Birthday Mum :)

2010-08-01T11:39:00.000+10:00

Words can't describe how much I owe to this person :)

She baked her own cake :P

I love you.

Vests.

2010-07-31T17:04:00.004+10:00

They're really thick.

New gear!

2010-07-27T17:03:00.000+10:00

Hi Everyone,

This is just a quick email to let you know that the fleecy IELTS vests that I ordered for invigilators and cloak room staff have arrived.

New staff will not have received my first email advising everyone that we were ordering vests for staff to wear on test day. For the new staff, I ordered extra vests when I placed the order so there will be a vest for you too.

The vests will be available for collection from Carrie and Heather at this weekend’s test. If you are not working on Saturday, we have put your vest aside and you can collect it from Carrie and Sarah at the next test that you work. Please ensure you arrive a few minutes earlier than usual to allow time to collect your vest.

I would like all staff to be wearing their vests from this weekend so please ensure that you dress appropriately so you can fit the vest over whatever you are wearing. Just a reminder though that even with the introduction of the vests, staff should still dress professionally. Clothing such as jeans, t-shirts, tracksuits, singlets and runners are not appropriate.

Each member of staff will be given one vest and it will be your responsibility to keep it laundered and in good condition. The vests cannot be dry cleaned but they are machine washable.

Once it becomes too hot for the vests to be worn, I am happy for staff to revert back to their usual neat casual dress. However, I would like the vests to be worn as much as possible.

To ensure the vests do not become worn too early, I would like to ask that staff not wear their vest other than at work. IELTS Australia does not like staff to publically advertise that they work for IELTS (in case conflicts of interest arise) so if you can limit your wearing of the vests to when you are working only, I would appreciate it.

Given that these vests have been purchased by Deakin, if you cease employment at the centre, you will be required to return the vest to us.

If you have any queries, please do not hesitate to contact me.

Looking forward to seeing everyone in their new attire. I think they are going to look great!

So stay tuned for camwhore episode in Deakin toilets again :P Excited, much?

Things to look forward to

2010-07-23T16:55:00.003+10:00

JULY

Saturday 31st - IELTS Work 1-5pm

AUGUST

Sunday 1st - Mum's birthday
Wednesday 4th - Paediatric Case/Topic Presentation
Thursday 5th - LAST DAY OF PAEDIATRICS (for my WHOLE life pls) // Start of 6-week holiday thanks
Friday 20th - Ethics essay due
Saturday 21st - Mary Poppins, Speedos vs Redheads
Saturday 28th - Tuesday 31st - GC at Q1?

And the things to do in 6-wk break: start studying for end-of-UNI exams, renew passport, get a debit card, do more cooking/baking (macarons), work at IELTS, spend more quality time with the MIFF, annotated bibliography assignment, get a bit active, ABBAWORLD (you know you want to) with Mummy Ng, more EUROTRIP2011 planning, REDBALLOON TIMES, and roadtrip/s.
My break is only two weeks away and I am DYING for it. Being going non-stop basically from Feb and perhaps am just about to run out of gas. I don't know how I'm going to live with just 4 wks annual leave for the rest of my life :P EIGHT days of Paeds left so am wanting to just finish strong and get the hell out of the hydro pool and not stink of Cl for days. This year is going f a s t.

Happy 22 Catch!

2010-07-23T14:18:00.001+10:00

A very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Catherine Cheah on reaching the age of twenty-two. Nice surpassing 21?! I hope we will eventually watch a ODI cricket match, rugby event, another NM vs COLL game and keep bumping into each other on the 201/302, not confusing you with your physio sistuh and more Benjamin Button dates. Heeheee. :)

Waiting outside KOPITIAM (Y) // My parents :)

Post-Temper Trap when I was still brown.

When we were young and attractive

Us and THIRD PARTIES (who just wanna join in)

Soon-to-be OPTOM :D

Thoroughly enjoyed last night and let-me-count 9TH WHEELING - yes that's right! I win!. Happy year ahead KCATACK ^^

Happy Birthday!

2010-07-16T17:21:00.002+10:00

Happy Birthday, Adam Scott

And no I did not hold a birthday party for him :P
A low round at the British Open today hopefully :D

Crafty

2010-07-08T15:28:00.003+10:00

How about it? :)

Dr. White

2010-07-07T13:34:00.001+10:00

I just came back from my first orthodontist appointment in about 12 months. Seeing Dr. White again, he said sarcastically he nearly forgot how I looked. I said I was thinking the same thing. We talked about my last year of physio and how that was going, facing the real world next year and applying for jobs. It just got me wondering that this guy has seen me in my pre-teen years to now, a nearly qualified PT. It's a nice kind-of therapist-patient relationship :) And in the years I've seen him, his business has grown from a small little office on Riversdale to a modern, shared-with-periodontist waiting room employing others to work for him and his company. He has done well...very well. He said my next appointment is in another 12 months so yeah I do look forward to seeing him again, despite the waiting time in the room is actually longer than the consultation period :) . But time flies, doesn't it?.

More importantly...

2010-07-04T23:51:00.000+10:00

To travel or not to travel? Europe 2011! I don't know whether it's a mad decision to take 3 months off and that one month to go travelling, then to come back jobless and hunting for a job, not guaranteed. I don't know whether I should do the stop standard, graduate and look for a full-time job straightaway, work for a few years then take time off to travel. Sigh. Trying to weigh up the options. I am dying to go overseas though. Earlier, the better? I've already looked up flights and accommodation!!

Snow photos

2010-07-04T23:35:00.002+10:00

My new bestie

Falls Creek

2010-07-04T23:33:00.000+10:00

Friday: Wake up at 7. Dead tired as night before did group work at uni till 10pm after clinic for 7.5 hours - ARGH! Expect to be picked up at 0730hrs - end up having to wait 45 mins and didn't really have a clue where they were. Get picked up by aunty to wait at my cousin's house. Shortly after, cousin & gf arrive. We're off. Stopover at Brown Brothers for lunch - bit early at 1130hrs and kitchen only opens at 12pm. Head off to free wine tasting. Just sip some wine and thinking it's a wee early for alcohol on a Friday AM, but do it anyway. Moscato is yummeh. Sit down for lunch. Order a trout salad - pricy but comes with more wine. Trout salad is AMAZING until I come across a little dead mosquito at the bottom of the pile. Notify waitress. She apologises and offers either complementary wine or dessert. Of course, I pick dessert - a chocolate plate. But guess what? It comes with another lot of wine. We end up leaving the table with about six half-full wine glasses! Another two hours and we're at Ray's Ski Hire where we get the chains and I end up spending $59 on OTG goggles. Bit annoyed I splurged that much, but then realise it's Japanese branded so somewhat OK about it. After the windy road up the top, I realise we didn't even need to use the chains. Road wasn't even that snowy. Either way still excited. We check-in to our rooms - basic but good enough. Off to the rental store to grab our boards and boots. Have home-cooked dinner in absolute silence. Awkward. Cousin turns off lights earlyish - I don't know what to do? Go to sleep? But I don't want to yet. Watch TV but there's nothing on...can't stay awake for the midnight game between Paraguay vs Spain

Saturday: Awake 0830hrs for 10am board lesson. Am the first to wake so get ready. Notice it is very sunny outside and blue skies above. Have raisin bread with jam for brekkie. By the time we get gear on, we realise we can't make the 10am class. We have 2hrs to burn. Ride the chairlift up and awesome feeling - wouldn't mind just riding it back and forth. Take in the view and take photos. Camwhore a bit. Whilst waiting for class, try one-footed glides. Slippery. 12pm finally comes round. Class is not exactly private. Glad I'm not the only one noob. I realise why does my upper and lower body feel so segmented and unco-ordinated? and why can't the Magic Carpet go a bit faster?. Once class finishes, head back to lodge for lunch. At about 3pm head back up to practice more. Prefer my heel side much more than toe side. Take more than my fair share of tumbles. Meet Jaz, a 14 y.o. girl from Traralgon who FOOSH and screamed out in pain so I came to help her. Had a look at her wrist and think it's either a fracture or sprain. Calm her down and settle her - she thanks me. Sun sets fairly early around 4:30pm so head back. Home-cooked dinner again - play the tasting test with Veron's potato & leek soup. I failed. Watched Ratatouille and Moonbreaker before the first half of the Netherlands vs Brazil match. Can barely keep awake.

Sunday: Alarm at 0800hrs goes off. Terribly tired. Sunny again outside but it's melting all that precious snow! Breakfast is English muffin with baked beans - nom! Decide we will not attend Lvl 2 class this AM as we really would have no hope if yet to master Lvl 1...decide to just practice. Hear my name called out and it's Jaz from y'day with her mum. She is now in a broad arm sling and her mum tells me she fractured her scaphoid! Says I am welcomed down at Traralgon if I happen to visit there...ask cousin to take a photo of Jaz and I - ha! My cousin's gf also goes down with a little injury - an old meniscal injury aggravated. I tell her to ice it so we make a blob of snow and plop it on HA! She can't FWB through her left side and I think McMurry's is +ve. ANYWAY, return gear at like lunchtime. Eat steak sandwich and it comes to about #20 with orange juice & side chips. Ugh! Leave at around 3.30ish and it takes FOREVER to get back to Melbourne. Sigh. Am aching all over the place and struggle to stay awake in the car. Finally in the city - eat at Won Ton House for dinner. Am just wanting to get home by now 'cos a bit over it. Finally home at 9.45pm and glad to be back :p

Young people

2010-06-24T22:33:00.000+10:00

This week made me feel somewhat old. First of all, there were 2nd years having their one week block at Repat. Then there was WORK EXPERIENCE year-10 girl, but I swear she was 25 - sheesh! It made me think about how far I've come in two years - I still remember looking in awe of these fourth years and not knowing if I could do it myself. It was kinda nice to just strut around the ward knowing what I was doing whilst the 2nd years stared at me - mwahahaha. Plus the Asian 2nd year was asking me questions heehee. It also got me thinking, where were you in year 10 and what did you do for work experience? My answer: I was at MAYNE Pathology (now defunct) = WORST! Making labels and umm that's about it. I don't think I was thinking physio at that time at all...I didn't think 6 years down the track I'd be a nearly qualified PT - how quickly it changes! Year 10 was the time of MRS. WONG and all things accelerated maths. It was also the time of being ditched and trying to fit in a group of friends I did not fit with. MEH. Thank goodness for accelerated maths :) So, what are your work experience/yr 10 stories? :p

A letter that makes your day

2010-06-22T17:09:00.000+10:00

Got passed on a little letter today by my supervisor, Paul.

"A special thank-you to her personal attendant SU-WEN NG"
I'm chuffed :) Things like that just make your day. More and more I think this is the right path I have chosen. I don't mind waking up early and going to work to exercise old men and ladies - oh trust me, it's more than that :p Only 6 days left of Gerontology - darn I'll actually miss it!

Broome

2010-06-19T16:41:00.001+10:00

Been a bit obsessed with Broome for a few days now. I think it might be a good place to get away for a short bit in August when I have my six-week break - ride some scooters, camels on the beach, be a bogan and such.

Though the flight costs basically same as Vanuatu, and accommodation around $50 or so a night? Anyway now I don't think that's as much of an excuse 'cos (hopefully) next year I'm working...

And tonight is TIME. Australia vs Ghana 11.30pm - COME ON!!

Aquascutum

2010-06-16T19:30:00.003+10:00

"I am excited to be working with such an internationally recognised brand as Aquascutum. The brand new collection offers a unique approach to golf apparel combining performance with an exceptional style. I am proud to be Aquascutum's brand ambassador and I look forward to introducing the new product line at the U.S. Open."

New deal. But aqua what? SPUTUM?

Fifty questions out of boredom

2010-06-14T17:51:00.000+10:00

1. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?
Twenty?

2. Which is worse, failing or never trying?
Never trying.

3. If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?
People are scared, afraid to admit and take chances.

4. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?
Done more than said.

5. What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?
Poverty and education for all.

6. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?
Travel expert!

7. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
Good question. At the moment, I'm settling for what I'm doing, but I am believing in it more every day, and every year :)

8. If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
Well that would mean I'm more than half way through. I'd finish my course this year, work for a few years, then TRAVEL/work overseas. I'd skydive, paraglide before I'm done. In a way, not all that different from normal lifespan...

9. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?
A fair chunk.

10. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
Doing the right things.

11. You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do?
Try to change topic?

12. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?
Be a good child for mummy and daddy.

13. Would you break the law to save a loved one?
Yeah

14. Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?
Probably

15. What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
I don't cram :p I stick to the speed limit most of the time.

16. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?
'Cos I can be a tad weird and take things fairly lightly.

17. What's one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?
Travel to Europe - money, time, who to go with? :p also skydiving - too scared and risky at a young age xD

18. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
Perhaps

19. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?
London - fairly liveable?

20. Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?
Yes sometimes I do, but no it doesn't make the elevator go any faster :( It is all in the mind...

21. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?
That's simple. JOYFUL SIMPLETON.

22. Why are you, you?
Because I am comfortable with who I am and what I want to be/come. I have great friends and a loving family that keep me, me.

23. Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?
Hope so

24. Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?
The latter.

25. What are you most grateful for?
Family and friends.

26. Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?
Hmm that's harsh. I can't chooose - pick lose all old memories (though this would devastate me) because at least you can make new ones and start afresh.

27. Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first?
Think so. This is very deeep.

28. Has your greatest fear ever come true?
Yes. And conquered it.

29. Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now?
5 years ago = 2005 = BESTEST YEAR EVER. End of story.

30. What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special?
Hmmm have to think a bit. Maybe floating in a floatie at Sunway Lagoon. Special 'cos it was fun and I was carefree with nothing to worry about!

31. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?
Holidaying in the South Pacific.

32. If not now, then when?
Working as a physiotherapist.

33. If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?
My face.

34. Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?
Not really...

35. Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?
They don't?

36. Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?
Sometimes. Other times it is a pretty blurred line.

37. If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?
Nah

38. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
MORE work that I enjoy doing please.

39. Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?
Maybe - 'cos I've done absolutely nothing today

40. When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?
Huh?

41. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?
*Cry* You know who you are.

42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?
Hell NO

43. What is the difference between being alive and truly living?
Everyone in this world is alive. But not everyone is living. Alive is merely being present. To live is to actually do something worthwhile, with a purpose.

44. When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?
When you've spent ages tossing up risks and rewards, you realise it's not worth wasting the time anymore, so just do it?

45. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?
People are afraid 'cos of how they will be perceived if they are wrong.

46. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
Can't think of anything..

47. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?
After running for the bus or something...

48. What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?
Family & friends. Dated my mum at Lindt cafe. Paid for dinner for friends?

49. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that?
Ahh...apart from Socceroos losing 0-4, nope 'cos been boring weekend doing assignments!!

50. Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?
Making them for myself. Hopefully the right ones too.

Thirteen weeks in a row

2010-06-10T20:18:00.000+10:00

It's been thirteen weeks on the trot so far within the walls of Austin Health. Can't believe it! It's been a pretty tough slog so far so being away from the main campus with a 51-year-old, 6-foot plus man as supervisor for the next month is pretty sweet. Gerontology is treating me well so far :) I like/love 80/90+ year old men/women doing squats and calf raises in the gym (Y) They are such troopers. Plus there's Sampson, the lone fish in the fish tank.

On a more serious note, was privileged enough to attend Sarah Wong's graduation on Tues. I found the speeches near the end pretty motivating and inspiring :p All I could think was ALLIED HEALTH REPRESENT and what other industry would you rather put your heart and soul into? Making a difference to people's lives - what more could you want?

Rest assured - your future is in good hands with these two people as above.

Biased.

2010-06-04T17:41:00.005+10:00

This foggy morning headed to Berkeley St to do even MORE group systematic review. Ended up getting a bit stuck on biases of specific studies. Stumbled across this. Pretty funny I reckon. Just selected a few :)

Bandwagon effect – the tendency to do (or believe) things because many other people do (or believe) the same. Related to groupthink and herd behavior.
Outcome bias – the tendency to judge a decision by its eventual outcome instead of based on the quality of the decision at the time it was made.
Von Restorff effect – the tendency for an item that "stands out like a sore thumb" to be more likely to be remembered than other items
Hindsight bias – sometimes called the "I-knew-it-all-along" effect, the tendency to see past events as being predictable.
Optimism bias – the tendency to be over-optimistic about the outcome of planned actions.
Ostrich effect – ignoring an obvious (negative) situation
Halo effect – the tendency for a person's positive or negative traits to "spill over" from one area of their personality to another in others' perceptions of them
Self-serving bias – the tendency to claim more responsibility for successes than failures. It may also manifest itself as a tendency for people to evaluate ambiguous information in a way beneficial to their interests

Never knew there were so many "biases"...

Watch.

2010-06-01T21:32:00.004+10:00

Epic!

So that just gets me thinking of destinations.
Russia. Germany. Spain. Denmark. Portugal. Greece. Iceland. Switzerland.

:)

The 21.

2010-05-30T11:01:00.005+10:00

So yeah Friday night was enjoyable. Squishy, smoky, loud, but with the company of friends and family, it was made more INTIMATE and bearable XD Liked special appearances from Jn^2, the TIMtam, and of course, ex-Kangaroos players in Glenn Archer and Leigh Colbert :O . Some photos...
Cousins

Balwyns

Physios

Polaroids - fave one on the right :P

This week

2010-05-27T19:01:00.000+10:00

Like every other week this YEAR, this week has FLOWN by pretty quick. Someone pinch me - is it really nearly JUNE!!!

So this week's events included bonding with Michelle and other nurses at six east, treating a lady who was just diagnosed with motor neuron disease, walking laps with this 93-year-old absolute gun, teaching a Malaysian/Singaporean man how to stand again after SDH/EDH post-fall-hit-head-on-ground, hitting it off with the registrar and OT student and finally, helping to use a standing frame.

One more week of the Neuro ward then I am OUTTA Austin Hospital forever and onto Repat!! But firstly, taking it day by day...and tomorrow just happens to be the twenty-eighth of May two-thousand-and-ten. Oh, it's my birthday :) And Kylie Minogue's too. (Y)

Sarah.

2010-05-20T17:10:00.001+10:00

To a very special, now-twenty-one year old qualified RN Div 1,

Can you imagine this milestone you have now achieved - the twenty two years of LIFE you have LIVED? Did you ever think you'd be the person that you are? Do you think things could be better...?

All these years I have shared with this spunky-cow-pants-leopard-skin-wearing-shorts girl has been a helluva ride. Whether it's climbing the Harbour Bridge with Guy Sebastian in the background, playing x-box where Fred & Mary met, barely shooting a paintball, finding Nemos in the South Pacific, sitting in a waterfall, making our own travel video, dancing with Margaret, singing 'Light Surrounding You', Box Hill DDR-ing, roadtripping or just sitting in the car chatting/camwhoring, you have always made sure we've had fun and memorable times and you have always been there to spread your LOVE/LAUGHHH :p :)

I hope our amazing dipole-dipole bond will continue to unite us and the process of phagocytosis enhances in a positive feedback system like oxytocin, such that there are even more macrophages to come.

Let the photos do the talking...

Our lovechild

So BEBE, keep smiling :) Quite simply, Happy 21st Birthday :)

P.S. Seriously, how many photos of us are there?!!!

Men.

2010-05-17T18:40:00.004+10:00

LOVES THIS.
$1.08 million pay day (Y). WINNNNNN :)

And HARRY, be there - WEDNESDAY, pls.

B. Pharm (Hons)

2010-05-14T21:34:00.001+10:00

Congrats bro. :) Proud of ya. Now I want to graduate.

Block Three

2010-05-09T21:19:00.000+10:00

So just as we finish another block, another is just about to begin. I think I'm slowly getting used to this working life - I'm realising it's so important to keep rewarding yourself, to keep your mind SANE, to keep re-FRESHed. There has to be things to look forward to, things that will keep you grounded and let you know that yes, life does have to be lived, not worked at or earned for. Finding a balance has become something of importance.

In light of that, Sat afternoon was spent at IELTS - first time in a month. Again good to see familiar faces and feel a part of a little team. Snuck out just before five then readied myself for Mel's 21st. Actually turned up an hour early HAHA but helped out anyway! Had a good night and wished it went for a bit longer!

You know what? It's very fun celebrating everyone's birthday but I actually want to celebrate mine now hahahaha....seems like a long time coming...

The Party!

2010-05-02T17:01:00.005+10:00

So yesterday night was a pretty epic night, right guys? Heh heh. Truly loved every minute of it! And I hope she did too :P Thought everyone looked pretty hot as, and the balloons, photobooth, slideshow was all fantastically done! Speech time - whoa - I was nervous LOL. But apart from a few stutters I think there were some half laughs here and there and small smiles as well so hopefully it wasn't too boring. KEK was amazing. :O Then more foods at Coconut House and finally sleepies at Quest at like 3am in queen? bed divided by three!
PHOTOS.

Smexy ladies giving speeches

I love this girl :)

(Proper happy birthday blog post on May 19th :P)

P.S. FINAL week of CARDIO at 5W and can't freaking wait till it finishes on Thursday arvo. I want to pass please...

Women's Health

2010-04-30T18:13:00.000+10:00

The last two Fridays has been AWESOME FUN - only because they've been seminars covering the topic of Women's Health :D This morning was pretty funny - I dunno if I'm just immature, but I look around me and everyone really is on the verge of sniggering and half-smiling at the ridicularity of it all. I mean ok it's like 8a.m in the morning and BAM what/where/how is this view? There's the baby's head and there's a bum crack...

So we went through the stages of normal labour - remember the 3 P's girls - i) Powers ii) Passage iii) Passenger. So the "Powers" refers to the mother's pushing power and uterine contractions, then passage refers to the bony pelvis and soft tissues whilst passenger refers to the baby itself - if you have a fat baby head, it is harder to get out. Reasonable logic. What I really enjoyed was this, quote the lecturer: "Men like problems with solutions. So they're like ok we got a problem here, we need to get the baby out *rubs hands together* now how are we going to do this? And realising they need to wait 12 hours for the result, men get frustrated and annoyed because they just want it out already!" This was met with raucous laughter considering like 85% of the year level is indeed female.

Then came some practicals. First one was good in that we did more pelvic tilting and pelvic floor muscle training. Second we did TENS. Final one we had an ACTIVE BIRTHING CLASS. So yes we were required to pretend that we were in our final stages of labour and having massive contractions - we squatted, rubbed our quads and listened to Geri Halliwell's "It's Raining Men" for 60s because that replicated one bout of uncomfortable contraction. We tried some visualisation techniques and distraction i.e. sitting on the fit ball stomping our legs and squeezing stress balls shouting "Baby out" and "Aaaagghh."

So yes, I even managed to catch some of the action.

I love uni :)

Go away

2010-04-28T21:45:00.002+10:00

Pauline Hanson, you make me vomit.

http://media.theage.com.au/?rid=60936

Shake it...

2010-04-21T21:46:00.004+10:00

...like a polaroid picture

Thanks so much Mummy. So happy to have her home :p
(Ditching Hummingbird - am now thinking Campari House on the Rooftop.)

Plus halfway feedback tomorrow. Kill me now - I expect ONES.

And before I forget, Happy 23rd Birthday Rubin Ng :)

Happy Birthday Oslert

2010-04-18T15:57:00.002+10:00

I think I've learnt now how important it is to have things to look forward to on the weekends. When you get so caught up in stuff throughout the week and feel just a little overwhelmed, you have to know there are better days ahead, so I think more than ever having dinner dates, birthday celebrations, sharing laughter and happiness is the way to go. Let's you realise there is more to life than the Mon-Fri ho-hum.

Friday night was great. Osler is now twenty one :D Woohooo - just want to say thanks for being such a great buddy. You are definitely my best guy friend (Y) :p I miss those 903 bus conversations heeeheee.
Bit of teasing through the night, but all in good fun - sif I wouldn't realise what was going on mwahaha

Sat night at my cousin's apartment terrace was pretty awesome. Wish I could cook like that :P It was French-themed so I wore a beret LOL

LOVE polaroids!

Electives

2010-04-15T17:26:00.002+10:00

Just emailed in my elective preferences for later this year :)

BLOCK 6

1. Back In Motion (Blackburn Sth) - Clinical
2. Restore Physiotherapy and Pilates (Kew) - Clinical
3. Back in Motion (Camberwell) - Clinical
4. Integrated Health (Camberwell) - Clinical

BLOCK 7

1. Back In Motion (Blackburn Sth) - Clinical
2. Restore Physiotherapy and Pilates (Kew) - Clinical
3. Back in Motion (Camberwell) - Clinical
4. MD Health Physiotherapy (East Kew) - Clinical

So yes I have ordered it in terms of proximity to my house. I think that is somewhat smart? Get back home quicker :P

Have Osler's 21st and my cousin's 24th tomorrow and Sat night respectively. Should be good.

Dad's back

2010-04-13T21:23:00.000+10:00

So my dad is back :) It was nice to come home and then someone was actually around (though Dad was sleeping ._____________. ) It marks one more week till Mum's back and to be honest, REALLY want her back :p I dunno..just miss seeing her round the house :)

The last two mornings I've spent in ICU. Though really it's just been mainly observing - did more in ICU last year than I have this year which is rather strange. That blonde chick of a supervisor is nice :) How is she so smart? :P Then the last two afternoons had SIMULATED patients so basically they are actresses/actors of differing ages who get changed into gowns and jump into bed with a Hudson Mask on blasting 6L/min away and coughing phlegm everywhere - 'cept there is no actual phlegm. Just imaginary. And on auscultation, obviously it is a normal chest but the supervisor shouts out they've actually got bronchial BS or something...funny! But the really good thing about it is the "patient" actually giving you feedback - something you don't get in real life. So they can tell you how the communication and rapport was etc etc. Then at the end we all have this good discussion between the four of us and supervisor. So I think the learning there is alright but of course, nothing can replace the real thing. Just SO hard and annoying to do assessments and treatments in pairs or fours seriously! That's not realistic...what was hilarious to see was after finishing up with the "patient" they just got up or like we were talking to them naturally and they got changed etc to their normal clothes - so bizarre to see that...then it's like well see you tomorrow!

Apparently they do it to LaTrobe kids too and one of them talked about it as if it were a full-time job and that in the morning I was such-and-such a patient and now I'm getting confused because now I'm pre-op not post-op etc HA! I wonder how much they get paid?

Quizzle

2010-04-09T20:24:00.000+10:00

Courtesy of kcatack.

What are some things that you consider a waste of time? Why?
FACEBOOK. Mwahahha. Though not giving it up anytime soon.

What feeling do you have the most difficult in expressing most?
Perhaps anger. But if I'm alone there is no difficulty in that...

How do you think you would handle yourself in a crisis situation?
I am not sure. Hopefully calm.

How would someone be able to tell if you were happy?
SMILING TO MYSELF AT A BUS STOP. Talking a lot. Hysterically laughing for no reason.

Are you usually an organized person? Why/why not?
Usually. Not really recently unfortunately...

Do you make your bed everyday? Why/why not?
Unfortunately not. Unless my bed mate is Tara Wood.

Does any particular season make you happier than others? Why/why not?
AUTUMN = BIRTHDAY :p Winter = somewhat sad 'cos wake up early and it's dark and come home it's dark - where is the sun? :(

Can you adapt to change easily? Any examples?
Guess so. E.g. Vanuatu

How often do you cry? What can bring you to tears?
Just sobbed over the phone the last night/s or so :p Stress and/or anger = tears

Would you describe yourself as a peace-keeper or a trouble-maker?
PEACE.

In what circumstances do you feel most at peace?
Like now. Home alone in PJs with TV on (not watching it), using my lappy <3 with music after a satisfying home-cooked dinner and knowing A.Scott is playing well :)

What is the best thing about being a male/female?
GIVING BIRTH *assumes Charades position on the floor with legs spread out* . I dunno. Just that that is a major difference between the two...

Do you enjoy hugging people? Do you enjoy receiving hugs?
All the time ^^

Do you think you are interesting or a bore?
I think I can be quite interesting :)

How would you rate your maturity among your peers? Scale of 1-10?
It fluctuates. The other day my work colleague thought I was like 25. So going by that I give my maturity rating a nice 7 or 8.

What do you feel is your number one flaw? Are you doing anything about it?
FATFACE. Hahahhaha..and no I am not doing anything about it :p It is just the way my mum and dad created me, right? Nah my no.1 flaw would be not speaking up for when I should - which bit me right in the ass two weeks back

Do you see yourself as worthy of love? Why/why not?
Someone LOVE me.

What is your greatest disappointment?
Don't have one?

Do you think you are competitive? Do you really dislike losing?
I am competitive.

On which topics do you feel qualified at giving advice?
- ARTHRITIS (This is for you Li Chen)
- The musculoskeletal system
- Musculoskeletal injuries
- Muscles in general.
- 4WFs, 2WFs, PUFs, WGFs, SPS'

What is a talent you wish you possessed?
To be an actual Asian and play a musical instrument successfully.

How long does it take until you can't be alone anymore?
I think I'd last a bit esp if have technology...

Are you anything like any members of your family? How?
NONE of them. I think I am a mutant.

Do you tend to be punctual or are you usually late?
Punctual :)

Describe your mood in one word?
At the moment? Satisfied :)

When was the last time you took a walk?
Today to see the Miffy.

Are you listening to music? If so, what?
Yessum. Um The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved.

How far away is your cell phone?
Half a metre.

If you could go anywhere right now, where would you go?
hmm wherever jono is :D
Haha I don't want to erase the perfect answer as above :P
If I could go anywhere right now, I'd go to the land of Mr. Hitz, Aunty Anne's and Nelson's Corn in a Cup.

Is anything bothering you right now?
Next week Cardio :(

How long does it take you to get ready in the mornings?
15-20 mins

When was the last time you saw your crush?
?

Do you like being the center of attention?
Not really.

What's your favorite word?
It used to be diaschisis

Do you sing whenever you're alone?
Definitely

Have you ever gotten caught doing something illegal?
Don't think so...

Do you have anything you couldn't go a day without?
Water in a bottle.

Is there anything stuck in your head? If so, what is it?
Nothing really...

Do you point out mistakes in your friends' grammar?
Nah

Have you ever done something stupid because of a dare?
Think sooo.

When was the last time you went swimming?
V A N U A T U.

When was the last time you kissed a member of your preferred sex?
Daddy at the airport. My actual biological father.

Do you ever wish you looked like someone else?
Nope

What's your favorite flavour of Vitamin Water?
Don't really drink them

What was the last movie you watched?
Memento

Which is more attractive: Blue eyes or Green eyes?
Green

Blond hair or brunette hair?
Brunette but black hair FTW

Are you eating anything right now?
Nup

When was the last time you apologised? Why?
On the phone to Mum. A crack and toll.

What's your favorite season?
Autumn :)

What do you like about the person you're dating/want to date/crushing on?
everything.. um he's kind of awesome :)
Yeah I totally wrote that :)

When was the last time you were really happy?
Playing Taboo/Charades

When was the last time you were mad? Why?
Two weeks ago. Mad at myself.

Do you own an mp3 player or an ipod?
Erm neither. MP4 but don't really use it.

What should you be doing right now?
Flicking through Cardio notes or watching a movie.

How are you feeling now?
Bit exhausted from this quiz. Otherwise OK, if not a bit lonely.

Augusta

2010-04-09T13:46:00.001+10:00

After R1, T12 at -3, 3 shots behind lead, best Aussie. Go pwnz Tiger pls and thankyou (Y).

The Border

2010-04-08T23:23:00.006+10:00

So over the three days I spent on the NSW-VIC border it was a pretty fun time, though I must admit after 3 days and 2 nights, I had had just about enough of driving and other stuff. The drive TO Echuca/Moama was actually pretty breezy and we got there in no time but the return journey? An eternity. Didn't help we got lost on GRAVEL road for like an hour dodging potholes and puddles of muddy water and bumpity bump along the way 'cos of the uneveness. SIGH. Was just about losing it and half hysterically laughing at what was transpiring till there was a KIND SOUL driving in a 4WD that I pretty pleased someone to have the courage to ask. LUCKILY led us the way out, if not we were heading in the absolute opposite direction. Once we were on course it was all good :)

I enjoyed the canoeing - though we were doing donuts in it really and treading water for a good 10 minutes or so - the TABOO/CHARADES, the Murray River lunch cruise, the sightseeing, the McDonalds, the camwhoring, but not so the Monopoly (where I was a no-hoper and bankrupted), the large crack on the window screen that I hope my parents will not kill me for, the dirtied car and the after-the-shower-into-the-bedroom-scene. It's a bit sad it's taken like 4 years for us unis to go on a roadtrip as such but come to think of it, we've only recently been close. First year had no real idea whose these people were so how things change...

Now for some photos :D
Finally all got off the ground...

Crazy driver crossing NSW border

Enjoying some lunchies on the boat

'Cos I scrub decks..

Cos this is the only man in my life

'Cos I shoot guns

And play FRISBEE

And have solo photos with a DAM

And have this face when I cook

Am the crazy-faced one

Lost in the middle of nowhere

Ok that pretty much sums it/me up :)

Free child

2010-04-04T14:00:00.000+10:00

I'm a FREE child now - Daddy Ng left the country last night so it was just me and bro sitting in the car on the drive back home. Then today went grocery shopping, as brothers and sisters do, though EASTER SUNDAY = hardly any shops opened so we went to the Chinese and Korean shops, where he conveniently picked up Korean magazines along the way. So actually on second thoughts, maybe that is the only reason why he tagged along hmmm...I cooked udon with dumplings and TOO MUCH so I think we may have a bit for dinner too :P I have then tended to the needs of Miffy Ng aka cleaning up all her crap whilst she sits on the grass snoozing :) Tomorrow off to Echuca/Moama which should be good! Needless to say I will be sick of driving by the time I'm back. Hoping for good weather too!

Am admittedly missing Mummy and Daddy Ng and sometimes feeling lonely...

Over

2010-04-02T01:39:00.001+11:00

Well first clinic block is OVER. The last week and half was probably the toughest I have had to endure in terms of personally overcoming things. Ended with a few tears yesterday and letters to the university and the centre. Nevermind. I really did enjoy my month at rehab. It's just always good to be around people who are motivated and want to improve. Then to see them actually improve day-by-day is great and you feel like you can really make an impact on these people. Final feedback was fairly positive - they said I do suit a rehab setting and that they may see me in the future =o There were some things that I'll definitely take heart in and implement in the next block!

Always love it when I can share these experiences and feelings with the absolute pro RN Div. 1 (grad) found at 2N at Big Fish, Small Fish, Cardboard BOX Hill. Thank you :) PT4 (NG). Only you can understand :P

Camwhore :p
Writing initial notes (Y)
Ahem.

So now I CANNOT wait to have a well-deserved sleep-in I reckon. I am going to be a Mum tomorrow - lots of washing and cleaning etc (and being a bum).

Dates

2010-03-28T15:54:00.003+11:00

Some important countdowns starting from today :)
TWO MONTHS
I will be twenty-one (21). Thinking Red Hummingbird.

TWENTY-THREE DAYS
Mum's back :) I miss her.

EIGHT DAYS
Till Echuca road-trip 2 nights fifth-wheeling yet again.

FOUR DAYS
Till this damn clinic block is OVERRRRR. SMS me 3.45pm on Thursday for I shall be one happy person - hopefully. Perhaps never to see Royal Talbot ever in my life again...Please please let this week be a good one.

It's like...

2010-03-26T22:03:00.000+11:00

It's like Tiger Woods without the porn stars.
Like Ron without the Sue, and Sue without the Ron.
Like the rendang was not cool.
It's like Korean music with no Rain,
Like Vanuatu without snorkelling,
And like Miffy being thin and white.

It's like Suwii with no TAZ,
Sarah with no RSL,
Li not driving a people-mover,
And Catherine with green peas.

It's like life with no friends,
A day without laughter,
A dinner without FOOD.
It's like DIPPING ROTI IN LAKSA,
And great minds not thinking alike.

:)

Worth reading

2010-03-21T13:05:00.001+11:00

Every Sunday, Sarah Wilson writes a column in Sunday Life. Only just then did I peep at her bloggy blog blog and I think it's pretty cool :) So it is defi worth a read if you're bored or procrastinating. There are some nice things to take out of it.

http://www.sarahwilson.com.au.

One Saturday

2010-03-21T00:00:00.002+11:00

Today woke up at 10.30am. (Actually 9.30am thinking that I overslept, realised the alarm clock was not right 'cos of short-circuiting then when I checked my phone, went back to bed for more zZzZzz...). Lazily got up, hit the internet and fed Miffy. Drove to IELTS for work at 1300hrs. Was a fairly quick session - out at about 4pm but paid till 5 (Y).

Next showered and readied to enter my colleague's 36th BIRTHDAY PARTY - yes you read that right. Doncaster Rd right down took me less than 10 mins to get there so I was somewhat early (or on time). At first I didn't really want to get down 'cos I mean, looked like a whole bunch of footy blokes finishing their training - but I saw Maggie driving so I got out and waited for her to park. The night after that was pretty fun - I did feel somewhat young, but I didn't feel completely out of place. The little IELTS crew huddled and mingled WITHIN ourselves - ha! One thing I learnt tonight was that it doesn't change this non-intermingling thing at parties, with age. People just like to stick to their own people that they are most comfortable with. :) Even when we were introduced around, it was "Hi" then talk-to-the-person-beside-you-that-you-were-talking-to-before-you-introduced-yourself-to-randoms. It was actually the first social meeting I've ever been to with work mates - and it was nice :) I think the IELTS job I have now is just more catching up with the people at work, rather than actually trying to make $$$, which is a bit different to what I had thought of 2 years back. They have such different, complex lives at different stages of life which just makes you reflect on your own and think how it could be different now or in years to come...

L to R: Belinda (big boss), ME, Carrie, Maggie, Sarah b'day girl, Witra, Jean, Gemma (getting married)

Night was topped off by chauffeuring the Sarah Wong back home from workies (after pigging out and in-depth convo with waitress-nursing-student XD) Sleep tight :)

Meet Me Halfway

2010-03-19T00:17:00.000+11:00

As the title suggests, halfway through first clinic block. :) No matter how confident you are, when you're strolling towards that desk with your two supervisors staring you down at you having your marks right in front of them, you just start to feel a little sick. That difference in status ... I can't wait to overcome. I'm glad others feel the same though - when we sit in the student room at lunch and rant, rant, rant, laugh at our inabilities and feel you are not alone in this, it just makes you feel that much better.

Feedback itself was what I expected. It was direct, honest and upfront. It was also somewhat encouraging. There are EIGHT days to improve on things and make a point, so here's hoping. I'm so ready for Easter break please. Think the more of this work-related stress, the more I need dinner catch-ups like tonight :) [And more random bumpings into Daddy :P]

Light Surrounding You

2010-03-14T13:56:00.004+11:00

Yesterday, I farewelled Mummy Ng at the aeroport. I kinda miss her already - and she'll be gone for more than a month. Plus my dad decided he too, wanted to join her and will be away a week around Easter, THUS, the Ng household will be without parents for that one week! So now I've got that extra responsibility and it WILL seem like I'm living independently or something...*sigh* Just not looking forward to coming home to an empty house and leaving early in the morning when it's dark XD

On the other hand, last night was amazing!. Evermore concert brought back so many year 11+12 high school memories! It was pretty cool :) (And actually coincidentally Light Surrounding You is playing right now...serious!) Just love being a part of the atmosphere, soaking it in and having a good time! Also managed to test out the new IXUS 200IS and I think it passed with flying colours :)

Ixus

2010-03-11T21:35:00.000+11:00

It's been a good week :) Or moreso ending on a good note :) Likes this (Y) Contributing to this is THE brand, spanking NEW CANON IXUS 200IS in bronzey gold! My new baby [out of six possible] (or the Ng family's...). So allow me to camwhore just to fiddle around with it, ok? Shall test it out this Saturday?! EXCITE! Yay Evermore - brings back memories of high school :P Will also be farewelling Mother Ng earlier in the day as she leaves for more than a month in M'sia/China! I'm just excited to go to the airport :D

It starts now

2010-03-09T16:39:00.002+11:00

Just came back from first day of clinics and nothing much to report as it was a whole day of orientation. Shall get stuck in it tomorrow - half excited and half dreading it. Two initial assessments at Austin outpatients then gotta get to Talbot for more patients. Interesting the first patient I'm seeing tomorrow shares the same surname as me - I think they paired us up deliberately, what ya reckon? Am somewhat glad that it is a different supervisor to last year, as she made it hell for me quite simply. Got me fingers crossed for tomorrow 'cos it all starts now and I've got one month to prove this to myself. Come on.

Citizenship

2010-03-04T17:42:00.000+11:00

Two nights ago, I attended my cousin's citizenship ceremony at the Hawthorn Town Hall. It brought back memories of 2005, when I finally became an Australian. FOB I know.... I sat at the back violently, texting away but I did mouth the words of the affirmation and "I am Australian." It felt nice to be a part of it again. Sometimes I think people take citizenship for granted. They forget what the country can bring into their lives - the freedom, goodwill and spirit. They forget what their role as a citizen should be. Five years ago, I don't think I knew what it really meant, but the more the years pass by, the more we all know just how lucky we are to live in this country.

I hadn't seen this photo up until a few hours ago - I rummaged through it. Funny...
And please welcome our newest Australian citizen, who just got a job in the kitchen hall of GRAND HYATT! Congrats ^^

Hi Grandpa

2010-03-03T19:58:00.004+11:00

I just went on MSN not to talk to this guy, but hey seems like he's pretty cool too. Hello Ah Gong. I think we chatted more here than I would normally in real life =o

Hai Sim says:
hello su wen how are u I am happy to apeat to u but I am no good in english hoping u do not mind.
.suwii says:
hello ah gong?
how do i spell?
how are you?
Hai Sim says:
u can said n I know,what umean.
.suwii says:
heeehee
are you well?
Hai Sim says:
I am fine your mum at hoime.
.suwii says:
mm yesss
how is ah mah?
Hai Sim says:
when she is going to china are u going too.
.suwii says:
ohhh
she is leaving next week - 13th i think?
i am not going wish i was
Hai Sim says:
your ah matwas a bite well do not worry.thanks.
.suwii says:
ok good to hear
Hai Sim says:
ok bye bye.
.suwii says:
ok byeee
take care!
Hai Sim says:
thanks.

Just helping out

2010-03-01T17:39:00.000+11:00

So today I was walking away from the Med building and someone tugs at my arm so I look to my right and here is this Chinese fob with the Melb Uni diary opened up to the map page and her pointing where she wanted to get to and wondering where she was right now...so I told her that we were indeed right next to the Med building and that street right there is Grattan Street. She wanted to get to Lincoln Sq to go to Trinity College :p I said I was walking in that direction (to get to Lygon) so I would walk with her and tell her where to go. So following this I had to talk to her for about 2 or so minutes about stuff such as where I was from, what is physiotherapy, what am I doing after my course and where am I going. It was mildly entertaining. We reached Bouverie so told her to head that way and turn LEFT whilst I went straight ahead. So I hope she got there OK. I thought I was pretty nice though I forgot to ask her name.

Chile

2010-02-28T11:27:00.001+11:00

Thinking of those in Chile affected by the 8.8 earthquake. Amazing.
http://www.abc.net.au/reslib/201002/r522251_2904303.asx

Next week is March?

2010-02-25T19:02:00.000+11:00

Can't believe March is right on our doorstep. It's been a fairly hectic 2 months already in this new year of 2010.
Yesterday was eventful - first of all, to wake up at 10.30am was absolutely AMAZING. Unheard of for me, then had final rehearsals for exercise class which was done this AM - seriously, seeing yourself on camera really sucks...
Spontaneous BBQ y'day night was pretty sweet despite 5th-wheeling and 7-wheeling :P I think Jane Lai owes me - what ya reckon? I was freezing in my tee and shorts and no one to hug 'cept for Sarah Wong LOL All good - even the awkward threesome linking/hug-round-the-body and the hangin' with the Daddy. Good times (Y) Though I think what I really love is talking in the dark in cars and just saying what you wanna say without having a second thought knowing the person on the other end is going to understand where you're coming from :) I like being who I am and not someone else. I mean, who can't resist with a face like this?

Mucous

2010-02-20T17:01:00.001+11:00

So at lunch at Deakin, Cheryl showed pics of her 4-week old grandson and SO CUTE. She said she didn't really want to show many people 'cos she had pre-selected only good photos in the little album and was worried others wouldn't think he was cute. I said that Asian babies are the ugliest to which everyone laughed to, but then on a more serious note, she said he was HALF-asian to which I replied - now that is different - they ARE cute. Heather then brought out photos of her kiddos - the boy is blonde with blue eyes 'cos her hubby is Swedish :) Jealous. Then Liz showed her pics of her twins. The conversation then turned to not washing your baby for two weeks because of the presence of special oils on the baby's skin. Heather then added you do have to wash them a bit because of mucousy membranes which become hard and gooey - perfectly timed as I was eating my curry rice. Cheryl quietly asked me if I have a boyfriend to which I giggled like a stupid girl and said 'Nah I don't'. She said I could tell her if I had one so I said I would IF I had one...she also mentioned she could introduce me to which I replied 'Nah it's all good - I think I'm quite busy and stuff especially this year so maybe can't commit all that much?' and she nodded :)

Caught a lift up with boss-of-the-day Sarah and she asked me to come to her birthday party at Donvale FC on March 20 (she's turning 36 according to FB) so I said yeah I'll try to make it :) That got me thinking I now have an excuse to invite 30-somethings to my 21st....Later on after hours of marking, I'd finish but everyone was still going. Jodie said to give her a neck massage so I did and she liked it so much she was giving yelps of satisfaction. Massaged Cheryl too, then Heather, then Gemma. They were lining up - ha! Soon enough I was off - visited pet shop on way, bought $6.95 Miffy food and got home only to realise my mum had bought it already earlier today. Ho-hum.

Week Three

2010-02-19T21:23:00.003+11:00

It was a somewhat eventful week.
Even more mingling at BH CNY celebrations complete with lightsabers.

Tuesday Bollywood night and eateries at Ghin Khao. But more importantly POKEBALL, no?

A week of undressing and hands-on practicality complete with boob jokes.

Southland exploration, SpecSavers, fail KFC Krusher, Maccas cookies and 'I love Daddy' books.

Meeting Sonal & Connie's new addition to the family, Georgie.

Work tomorrow - possibly last full day shift in months as I try to scale back a bit. Got a heap to do over this weekend already...

Self-doubt

2010-02-17T17:58:00.004+11:00

The last year or so I've probably been battling myself more than anything, just realising it isn't easy not knowing if what you're meant to be doing in life is what you are doing, if that makes sense. You watch other people do it so easily and translate things into practice like it's no issue at all, whilst you kinda struggle and learn the hard way. Sometimes there's just so much doubt in my mind that it takes so much to get through it. Sometimes I just want someone to say I'm on the right path, to comfort and reassure me, so my mind is at peace. Or maybe I figure out that myself.
So this is my life for the rest of the year:

Orthopaedic Placement - Royal Talbot - Starting 8th March
Cardio Placement - Austin - Starting 12th April
Neuro Placement - Austin - Starting 10th May
Gerontology Placement - Repat - Starting 7th June
Paediatrics Placement - Yooralla Belmore - Starting 12th July
Block 6/7 - One free, One elective

Not much of it really.

RIP.

2010-02-13T18:08:00.001+11:00

Changed

2010-02-13T11:54:00.001+11:00

Changed layout :)
Happy CNY peeps for tomorrow.

Just another week passes

2010-02-12T20:54:00.002+11:00

Another week passes - just like that. Got nothing too much to report apart from new TV, manipulating the spine, more assignments, more group work and more naked, intimate practicals. Physio is such a dirty profession, I swear. Anyway, I think this guy is really cool. He's our tutor/lecturer who used to work as head physio for the Carlton Football Club back in the 80s and now has his own private practice. I don't know why he's cool - he just is. I even googled him and came up with this:

And this is the new 46-inch Samsung LCD TV. And yes that is a box fan (Y). And a pig from Vanuatu.
What's in the box?

P.S. I'm psyched about Winter Olympics :) but miss the Li Chen :(

My homework

2010-02-08T15:19:00.005+11:00

This is what I'm studying at the moment. Very educational.

Back to the whole-body mirror to practise. Don't lie - I know you were joining in to that class.